Life is about choices

In the name of Allah, the most Merciful and Most Loving..the All forgiving

Finally...alhamdulillah...my blog is now okay...can't really understand why my blog seems 'merajuk' since my last entry..huhu..maybe it does not like me posting negative thoughts randomly...haih~....should have been more patient though..

Now, returning to the lesson that i learned from my journey to mecca and madinah, the holy land. Actually, there are tons of experiences i would like to share but no words can translate the experience into something readable...plus...i am not a good writer myself..that's make sense...^^

But allow me to try...i just make a summary though...

Mecca and Madinah, two holy lands that have witnessed endless tears from a sinful slave of Allah, Lord Almighty. Kaabah, a square building that brings hundreds feelings to this little servant of Allah...a question remains.."what more should i ask?"..

Nikmat yang mana yang kau dustakan?..this verse of quran from surah Ar-rahman keep playing in my ears each and every time i perform 'tawaf', 'salat' and even when reciting quran in the holy mosque..true enough..why should i complaint?

Life is about choices...and all these while, i have made many choices..*note: i am impromptu kind of person*..i decide first, then i bear the consequences..for me, there are no right or wrong choices, there are only consequences..this is how i used to think. but now, though i still keep things simple but i do a lot of thinking before actually decide on certain things..because now, i have learned to take responsibility on every action that i take.

After 23 years old of living, minus the childhood period- 10 years of 'maturity', only now i realized many of my choices are wrong..most of the time..but really, Allah is the most loving..Allah invites me through His gentleness and mercy..Slowly He brings me 'home'..where He showered me with His love and care.

I love people around me..i really do..Allah sent His love through people around me. What more should i ask?

I made mistakes...and still do..perhaps maybe until the day i die, i will still make mistakes because humans are not perfect..but i wish Allah grants me, you, and us, His protection and accepts our repent..

If what i did seem wrong, I apologize..forgive me...

I pray to Allah, for He will give us His 'rahmah' and forgive our sins then and now


M.